2010年1月29日星期五

2009年12月26日星期六

gosh,back

gosh i think i almost forgot I have this stupid blog
stop blogging for many months
yea,I am having my so called holidays,happy but EXAM is jz around the corner !
No study mood
Hang around ,eat around,play around[but i dont sleep around XD ]wakaka
lame
I need some motivation
sem2 is coming soon
wowowow
so fast
=2010=

2009年10月9日星期五

friend or friends?

eww,I'm back
2 weeks after started my Uni life
everything is ok
well,somehow,kee cynn said that I'm antisocial
I have think about it
should i change it or just continue to be like this?

I try to figure out whether I'm really antisocial or whatever
and I found out that
perhaps I am[a little bit]
in another words=selective
friend or friends?

fine,we get to know many friends
we are happy about that
BUT
do they called FRIEND?

For 2 weeks
I get to know 4 or 5friends[which I consider as FRIENDS]
others,I know their names,I can recognize their face
chat,joke,say hi and bye
AND NOTHING ELSE

I ask myself
if I'm in trouble,apart from keecynn that I familiar vf
for those 4 girls that I know recently,will they help me?
my answer is YES
and they did show me they can really help me
which I called it as sincerely
which u find that u will feel comfortable to b with them
u can trust them

AND ITS REALLY HARD TO FIND THIS TYPE OF FRIENDS
I'm lucky

so?
I will get to know all my classmates as time goes on
we will get to understand each other better------>good friends
I will not attempt to know all of them in a short period
everything ned time 2 proceed
it is no point for me to know many ppl
apart from I know their names,and they know my name
which most of them u couldnt rely on

so
I conclude that I'm sociable
I have ability to communicate with many ppl
I have developed a good communication skill
[i can communicate with dif types of ppl if I want]
[including my own weird housemate]
just that,depends on what I want to do

I'm happy
yea
all my housemates are friendly and funny
my classmates are generally ok

gtg
bye

2009年8月8日星期六

miss


sleeping~

looked so childish= =lol

hahahahaha,this1 nice^.^me,mw and sabrina in our classroom

ghost= =[2008]

after our pps gathering...cheer!

i miss all of you
although we are apart from each other
yea
i wont cry dy
hahaha

Our lives will be different and new;
We’re going out into the world,
Our goals and dreams to pursue.

But one thing will never, ever change,
As we go our separate ways;
The friends we’ve made in school will be
Our friends for all our days.

The special ties and attachments we’ve made,
These bonds will never be broken;
We’ll continue to feel that special bond,
Your friendship means a lot to me
And it will never end.

2009年7月6日星期一

boring[BLOG ABOUT KEECYN]

i admit that now i am aimless.
wake up--->eat--->online--->eat--->tv--->sleep--->eat---????
these days are torturing me heading to hell !!
i wish i can study!anything!but still i prefer this kind of 'aimless' life.
if u have too much of free time,u will THINK too much
He called.surprisingly!
He abruptly ends the call and I'm left with the phone receiver in my hand realizing
we're like two sides of a train track,comfortable with in our parallel existence.
that is good!we don't intersect!
sometimes we have to make things clear so that it won't become complicated.

i want to hang out with my friends
but what to do?
they have to attend classes,some of them stay too far..
i don't really know what i wish for?
happiness?money?love?caring?
perhaps
and i know some1[keecynn]will definitely think that i am desperate
i don't want to bother her [ha ha]
lets talk about keecynn
she is an emotional roller-coaster,although she claims that she is optimist
but i still think that she need a couch and a psychologist with a good threshold for pain.
i am the1 who always lecturing her about the 'move on with your life'theory
[i am such a good friend!]
sometimes,friends need to collide!
you need to crash and make an impact to feel your friendship is alive,

and we did!!!we quarrel most of the time,for silly things like [definition of black bf?]
i think she will be excited once i post this,
but don't get me wrong,i am just tooo boring and so i decided to blog about rubbish.
Perhaps she is waiting for my COMPLIMENTS,haiz..




BORED

2009年6月30日星期二

good luck!my sister















my sis is going to johor tomorrow.
yeah,i can use her guitar non-stop!
haha
CBN school choir
as they won for the state level[champion],
they are going for the national competition,
which will be held at JOHOR


surprisingly
they sing [MAN IN MIRROR]by MJ
last year,they went on to become the national choir champions for 2008 at the Malaysia Secondary School National Champion Choir 2008
i hope they can win this competition[2009] to get the ticket for international choir competition.

My sister and her friends are practicing so hard .
[after school hours, during school hours, holidays etc.]
sometimes i feel guilty because i am the one who force her go CBN!
Fortunately,
my sister told me that Life in CBN was always varied with special customs and heritages - not always about exams and books.That is the specialness of being a CBNer - [we are proud of where we come from and are particular on winning. This is not the exception, it is the rule. The headmistress, teachers and all the girls knew it -whether in athletics, volleyball, in the SPM, PMR or STPM exams, cheerleading, choir, choral speaking etc]
now i think i did a right thing for my sister.


gambateh!

2009年6月25日星期四

redang trip

memorable moment
u and me
haiz
i sense something weird in myself
i am missing all of you already

perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.


its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.


=memory=

sabrina n me




i have no idea what is happening?
hehe
hot guys!hahahaha[lie]
mentally cacat










=1st episode=